When I first awaken, I head to my tiny kitchen and fill my cylinder with coffee and boiling water. I press the coffee just beyond the water level, and although the instructions say to leave it there for 5 minutes before you press the gadget to the bottom of the glass cylinder, I rarely make it to the 5 minute threshold. It is the moment between wakefulness and sleep, and I need a nudge to push me through that door.
I sit at my table, which faces the window, the eastern light, and with only the light of a salt rock lantern, to guide me into wakefulness, I press the key for the music to begin playing.
I sip my coffee in darkness, look at night through my window, and gradually make the journey from darkness to light, guided gently with music for the soul to dance to. This, for me, is a sacred and necessary ritual.
The list is long, but I begin with Threshold, as it takes me through the range of experiences, from high to low, and low to high, sometimes hitting the middle note, but not often.
Within this range, I surrender to the trance, without the corresponding human experiences associated with this spectrum of emotions, through the nuances of each note, until I am closer to wakefulness.
And then I move into Mozart’s Fantasia in D Minor, K 397, for a taste of melancholy, which doesn’t quite satiate my appetite, but still, I cannot resist his movement, and prance with him into higher notes, guided by the nimble fingers of Gould’s interpretation.
And finally, Beethoven opens the door to a glorious version of flight. This, I am compelled to listen to more than once, for it loosens me from the stubborn chill of darkness, now moving into the first notes of dawn, whilst the night begins to fade, until it reaches a full eclipse of the black sky above me. And below the sun, I shift into the rhythm of a canter, absorbing the endless rays of light. This, my friend, is Beethoven’s Piano Sonata #15 in D, Op. 28, “Pastoral” – 2, Andante.
Then, I hit shuffle on a playlist, which I have named, Music for the Soul to Dance to. This list takes me through experiences associated with time, as expressed through music. The list below is according to recording artist.
Music For The Soul To Dance To
Let’s Stay Together, Take Me To The River, I’m Still in Love With You, I Can’t Get Next To You, Back Up Train, (Al Green)
Let The Good Times Roll, Thrill is Gone, Nobody Loves Me But My Mother, (B.B. King, Live At San Quentin, 1990)
No Reply, I’m A Loser, Baby’s In Black, Twist And Shout, Eleanor Rigby, When I’m Sixty-Four, (The Beatles, 1962-1967)
Blowin’ In The Wind, Forever Young, Things Have Changed, The Death of Emmitt Till, Desolation Row, (Bob Dylan, 1962…)
Is This Love, Get Up Stand Up, Stir It Up, I Shot The Sheriff, Jamming, (Bob Marley)
Know Your Rights, (The Clash)
Round Here, Raining In Baltimore, (Counting Crows)
Bedbugs And Ballyhoo, (Echo & The Bunnymen)
the boy with perpetual nervousness, moscow nights, (The Feelies)
Reach out I’ll be there, If I were a carpenter, It’s the same old song, I’m in a different world, Seven rooms of gloom, (The Four Tops)
Moon River, For Once in My Life, My Kind of Town, Fly Me To The Moon, It Was A Very Good Year, (Frank Sinatra)
Fire Coming Out Of The Monkey’s Head, (Gorillaz)
Night Train, (James Brown, Live at the Apollo, 1962)
Cry Baby, (Janis Joplin, 1973)
Manic Depression, (Jimi Hendrix)
Hurt, (Johnny Cash)
Joy Ride, Smile Like You Mean It, Somebody Told Me, Everything Will Be Alright, This River Is Wild, Why Do I Keep Counting?, Exitude, (The Killers, 2004-2008)
Bamboo Banga, Hussel, Mango Pickle Down Down River, Come Around, (M.I.A, Kala)
Leave Me Alone, Beat It, Billie Jean, (Guess who)
On The Run, Lingo With The Gringo, (OMC, How Bizarre, 1967)
(Sittin’ On) The Dock Of The Bay, Let Me Come On Home, Tramp (With Carla Thomas), Nobody Knows You When You’re Down And Out, (Otis Redding, The Dock Of The Bay, 1968)
Track 05, (Patti Smith, Horses)
I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles), (The Proclaimers, 1988)
I Never Came, Go With The Flow, (Queens Of The Stone Age, 2002-2005)
Oh, Pretty Woman, Only The Lonely, (Roy Orbison)
Send Me in My Way, Lost in a Crowd, Laugh as the Sun, (Rusted Root, When I Woke, 1994)
You Send Me, Sad Mood, Summertime, Twistin’ The Night Away, Shake, That’s Where It’s At, (Sam Cooke, 1957-1964)
Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood, (Santa Esmeralda)
All For You, (Sister Hazel, 1967)
Just My Imagination, I Wish It Would Rain, Cloud Nine, Run Away Child Running Wild, Papa Was A Rolling Stone, (The Temptations)
Moon Dance, Brown Eyed Girl, And It Stoned Me, Cleaning Windows, Whenever God Shines His Light, (Van Morrison)
One Headlight, (The Wallflowers)